Monday, 4 February 2019

We Never Meet But YOU ARE MY SOULMATE


-:A short story:-

           




          She was on the bench of the park talking so deeply and passionately to the one who understands her. She called him her best friend, but on that day she was all- ready to propose him. She remembers that day very clearly when she took admission of the most prestigious university in America. Ariel, a girl who is not very socialized kind of person but a very introverted one. All she likes is to spend maximum time of her alone with her all favourite fantasy books especially the books of her most favourite author "Stephen King". She already read almost every book of him around more than twelve times. After her parent's separation and every day unusual fights of her parents, she took herself away from everyone and focus only on her writer's career as for her she had a thought of becoming an author is the best option for her.

                     Before three years from now, she took admission to the University of Boston in the bachelor of  English Literature with a very clear & focused mind toward her career goal. After her parent's separation, she had lost all kind of faith in any relations so she decided to not to make any friend and tried to be formal as much as possible. on the very first day of her arrival at her college hostel's room which was allotted to her, she met her roommate Olivia.

                         Olivia was completely opposite of Ariel. She is the girl who had a very talkative kind of nature, loves to go to parties, making new friends, always active in all the social media sites. She was doing graduation from clinical Psychology and her best pass time was to make everyone her subject case study and do experiments on their behaviour. Ariel always used to speak less and spend her free time reading books in her room while Olivia for the first time feel difficult to become friend with someone as most of the time only Olivia was the one who started the conversation with Ariel and speaks constantly while Ariel only listens what Olivia says and not speak much.

                           That was the day when Ariel was so excited when she was returning from college to her hostel and when she met Olivia at the room she saw Olivia was also very happy like her. She asked her why she was so excited. She only told her that the problem which she was trying to solve from last fifteen months is now almost solved. Olivia then asked Ariel about her excitement, She told her about the project in which she has to write a fiction book. This was the first time after many months when Ariel talked so much to Olivia or anyone after her parent's separation. It was the day before the weekend so Olivia suggested Ariel come with her to the party in which she will be going in the evening. Ariel was not interested to go to the party but Olivia forces her so much that she ready to go in the end.

                         While returning from the party Ariel and Olivia both were completely drunk. After that day the life of Ariel was completely changed for her. Next morning, when she was going to the college, her head was started to spin because of the hangover of yesterday drinks. She was about to collapse on the ground when a boy of her age in the white shirt, black coat and denim hold her from her shoulder. He took her to the park on the left side of the road and help her to sit on one of the benches of the park. He asked her if she is okay now? after five to seven minutes she felt relaxed and thanked him for helping her. For her, that guy looked so much like her fantasy character which she always imagines while reading her fantasy books, maybe that was the reason she wanted to meet him again. She wanted to talk to him about many things but she felt a little shy about where to start the conversation.

                             The only things which she asked him are his name and thanks him for helping her. for the next six to seven days her mind was completely occupied by his thoughts. It was difficult for her to focus on her project and studies because whenever she tried to focus on her studies, the face of him appeared in her thoughts and all her focus moved toward him. Every day she passes through that road in a hope of meeting him again.
       
                              Soon she felt that maybe she would not see that guy again and she murmured herself."Hope so, if we could meet again Arthur". She was shocked to see him on the other side of the road. She was very enthusiastic to see him and she says hey to him by the hand gesture. They both meet again and this time they talked so much about so many different things. She asked him his contact number or address but he said we can meet here every Friday. She agreed for that and not forced him for giving her his contact details. From then, every Friday they started to meet in that park where they first met.

                                     Ariel feels so connected with him that she used to share every thought of her, every situation or problem with him and he give her all that advises which was best for her. It started with friendship but soon their friendship turned into deep love. For Ariel, all that moments which she spends with him is the best moments of her life. Now, all she wants is to live every moment of her life with Arthur. Olivia asked Ariel about her happiness and this time Ariel tell her about Arthur and this was strange for Olivia to see that a girl who never likes to speak so much and having a very introvert kind of nature is now talking so much and enjoying her life without books.

                                 Olivia was not only happy because she sees Ariel in a different way where she enjoyed her life and come out from all the depression which she had because of her parent's separation. But also because of her experiment on Ariel. She remembered that day when she came to know the correct method of hypnotism after fifteen months of hard work. She is so obsessed with the clinical psychological studies that she considers everyone as her case study. Observation of Ariels behaviour was very difficult for her, Every time she tried, every time she failed to change her behaviour or become more friendly with her as Ariel not liked to speak much or become friendly with her. So, that day, at the party she served a number of drinks to Ariel but not to take even a single alcoholic drink for herself but pretend in front of her like she was also taking drinks with her.

                                When they returned back to their hostel room Olivia helped Ariel to lay on her bed and then she started her hypnotism method and command her that whenever she imagined any of her fantasy book's character hero or says Arthur, she sees  a guy who looks exactly she imagines him as her fantasy lover and feel like he is with her. A guy with whom she can share every feeling of her, who understand her and love her so deeply that she forget every problem of her life and start to live a happy life where there is no space for pain, anxieties or any kind of worry or depression.

                                    Olivia was so happy to see her experimental accomplishment. She was now all - ready to reverse the experiment on Ariel to get her final conclusion. But before she could do so, she wanted to do this experiment on some of her other friends also, so that she could observe it from all different angles on different people's behavioural changes. She takes two of her other friends Abigail and Ethan. She did all the arrangements for the experiments but this time after her experiment, no changes can be seen in the behaviour of Abigail and Ethan.

                                    She was all puzzled about what she did wrong in the experiment of Abigail or Ethan. She was so frustrated and confused that she ran toward Ariel to ask her to go to meet her boyfriend. Ariel was in the college library working on project book. Olivia requested her to take her to the guy whom Ariel love so much. Ariel requested her to go tomorrow as she has so much pending work to complete today but Olivia focused her so much that she wants to meet him today.

                               Finally, Ariel agreed to go with her to meet Arthur. They both went to the park but Arthur was not there so Ariel said maybe he is not coming today. Olivia haphazardly tells Ariel to call her name and feel her. She did the same, Ariel was shocked to see Arthur. She said Olivia "look, he was there, that side of the road". Olivia was all confused as she didn't see anyone on the other side of the road. Ariel said Olivia to come with her to that side of the road to meet Arthur. Olivia murmured herself "how it could be possible? if this experiment working on Ariel, then why it is not working on Abigail and Ethan?"

                               Ariel was moving toward the other side of the road to meet Arthur when Olivia's phone starts to ring. Olivia said Ariel to go she is just coming after this call and Ariel agreed on that & told her to come soon. Olivia picked up the call, the call was from her Psychology teacher who was checking her assignment report on hypnotism. He wanted to meet her regarding her report and some little mistakes which she did. She was confused when her teacher said mistakes! The only thought in her mind was, that, if she did mistake then how can this experiment worked on Ariel???

                                She was crossing the road to meet Ariel on the other side of the road when a car coming toward her, hit her so hard that she fell on the road and her blood was all around her. Ariel runs toward Olivia while screaming her name so loudly but Olivia was dead on the spot. It is the soul of Olivia which can now see her body on the road with the blood all around the body and Ariel crying for her. She was shocked to see Arthur too beside Ariel.

                                   She reminds that day when Ariel and she were coming from the party and there was the accident happened on that road because her focus was to handle Ariel in that drunken situation and not driving safely, when she didn't see that car coming from the other side and the guy who was driving that car took the wrong turn to safe Ariel and her. That guy was died because of her not having the focus on driving. Now, she understood that everything which is happening with Ariel is not because of her experiment but she can really see the soul of Arthur. Maybe Arthur was her soul mate and is with her now because he knows that on that very day he saved her soulmate by sacrificing his life for her.

                                   Now after three years, on the final day of graduation for everyone Ariel is just a Psycho girl who talked to someone who is actually no one for others, but for her, he is everything for her. Today, on the bench of the park she is proposing him to be with her on this life or after the end of her life till the eternity.



I was in my Fantasy, 
  I was with you on that world where there was no 
    space for real
  I never imagine you in reality but you are with me here
    now in front of me.
   I was also happy there but feeling divine here
  I was all alone before you, and now you make  me
   feel like I am complete now
You are my reason for happiness, You are my reason for joy
I am only yours & you are only mine
YOU ARE MY SOULMATE & I AM YOURS
                                  

Sunday, 13 May 2018

MOTHER



YES... SHE IS A MOTHER
(A Beautiful Poetry)


She is the first friend 
she is the best friend 
she knows her child more than the child knows himself
she was eagerly waiting for the child when he was not in this world
She felt like a paradise when she first saw him
She is the one who is the messenger of GOD
Yes... She is a Mother

A Mother whose whole world revolves only
around her child
She has the strongest connection with her child
She is the one who doesn't want anything in return but 
only a blessing smile on her child's face

A Mother is the one who is the most soft-hearted Person with  full of love 
but if someone tries to hurt their child, She is the strongest one who knows 
it well to how to Protect their child.

She knows all her child's childhood memories like
it just happened yesterday 
She remembers that days when she also became a
student when you were going to school
It was your exams but she was also preparing with you 
as like it was not your but her exams also

The best teacher, the most caring person 
The best friend, the most loving person
She is the heaven, she is the world
She is the one who serves 24/7 for all 365days 
but doesn't want anything in return

Even we Pray to God,
We go to church or a temple or any religious place
But neither she wants any prayers for her
nor she wants any religious place for her

She is happy to see her child's smiling
She is satisfied to see her child satisfaction
Yes...she is a mother
Lucky are those who have Mother
Lucky are those who have the blessings of their mother 
   


Sunday, 18 February 2018

WHEN SOULMATES MEET







When soulmates meet - a poetry




He was just a passerby for her in the crowded market
She was in her own thoughts, in her own dilemma
Every day she meets so many people, she knows some of them
While others are strangers to her,
But a day comes in everyone's life when the inner soul of yours, sees their soul mate and
You don't even have a sign that you meet your soul mate.
Her inner soul forces her to turn to see him again and again but
Her conscious mind only says to ignore it.

You have right to do your karma, you have the right to plan your future but
You don't have any right to intervene in the decision of your destiny.
For her, she has her own plannings for future,
But for destiny, he is the ultimate planner for her.

That day both the inner souls saw one another
They know they complete one another, but your body only feels a kind of restlessness
You are confused to know why you feel so uneasiness,
The same vision of the crowded market
Again and again, come in front of your eyes
Perhaps, your soul giving you the signs of knowing something eternal

She again saw that guy
He saw her again
But this time, they both smile to see one another like they know one another from a long time
They feel strange later, about why they behave like that
Even they both didn't know one another
But they also feel a kind of unknown satisfaction about what they did

Yes, this time they want to talk one another but also feel unassuming to talk first.
But how can one deal with this stubborn soul who forces you to talk to
That guy
Finally, they both move toward each other,
Soon, they like the company of one another...

It was not the matter of attraction between two people
But the matter of two souls who eagerly have a wish to unite
These souls know that this is not the first time they are with each other
But they know that they know each other from so many lives
They only separate in one life to unite again in another life

THE DAY OF PROPOSAL

He is very nervous to think about how he proposes her
For him, he is not only proposing her like he only loves her just as a
Human being,
He is proposing her like he knows it very well that she is his only
Soulmate, her half soul from so many previous births
He always has a belief that one day he will meet her who complete him
Not at the physical level but at the eternal level also
Today she is in front of him and via his words,
He is expressing his eternal feelings for her

THE FEELINGS OF INSEPARABLE LOVE
The way you cares for me,
The way you love me,
The emotional bonding between us is inseparable
Wherever I will be you will always be with me
WILL YOU BE MINE NOT ONLY IN THIS LIFE BUT IN EVERY LIFE?



















Friday, 9 February 2018

Its your life - its your journey (don't regret at the last)

   

It's YOUR LIFE - ITS YOUR JOURNEY

                   




She opened her eyes but she was still dreaming
She was sleeping but dreaming like it was the reality.
The happiest person she sees herself in the world
she remembered her innocent childhood where she was free
from all the boundings. She saw herself roaming here to there without any restrictions
Every day she had a new ambition, one day she wants to become a doctor another day she 
want to go in the space then another day she wants to be a singer, that time no one pressurizes her 
to become only that what her family wants her to be.
She runs here to there, fall numbers of time but never felt hurt and stood up in a second
like nothing had happened.
She saw another picture of her life where she saw as a teenager.
the age where she had lots of news dreams, lots of new wishes in her life
she knew she can do anything, she wanted to achieve so many things 
she had a group of special friends with whom she shared all her thoughts,
life was full of enthusiasm for her.
The age where she felt her first crush, the age where all her friends acted crazy like her
What an amazing time that was where one side you had anxiety for the board's examinations 
but also had so much fun with friends and amazing memories of your school days.


But this time her life became serious for her.
Who cares what she wanted to do in her life, all that her parents want is she
had to do what they said to her to get a secured future.
THE SECURED BUT UNSATISFIED FUTURE...
She wanted to raise her voice but unknown fears stop her and she accepted her as
a destiny or an as a wish of her parents.
 The new journey of college life where you met your new friends
some are real and some are fake ones.
some fight for you while some fight with you.
How can one forget the first love of their life where you feel
special kind of feelings for someone.
where a guy follows you every day to impress you and
finally you got impressed by his efforts.
it was a place of first love for so many guys but who knows it will
last forever or life has another plan for you.
you study your subjects like a burden, all over the tensions of
those unwanted examinations but you know it very well that it was your choice to
accept this fate.
you choose to afraid from this society, you choose not to raise your voice for your dreams
in front of your parents.
You choose to live the rest of your life which you never wanted for you
but not to fight for your dreams for few days.
She got a placement in a company from the college campus,
it was a happy moment for her but not the happiest moment.
The daily routine she follows to go to the office at 8 and return home at 7
This life is not bad but this is the life she bears it every day like an unwanted
burden.
She has the courage to leave this unwanted journey of life and start a new life where
she sees herself the happiest person but again the barriers which
she created for herself stop her.
she accepted this journey as her destiny but she also knows that all this is not her
destiny, it's her fears.
fear from society, fear from Parents, fear and only fears.......
At this point in time, she had no time
she is dying on this road, she just faced an accident.
Here she knows this life is very short, you don't know what moment become the
last moment of your life.
you die alone, no one shares a death bad with you.
it was her journey not any one's other.

This time she has a regret of not doing what she wanted to do.
what she wanted in her life.

HER LAST WORDS:
"This was my life why I didn't live my life according to me"

              

Sunday, 6 August 2017

Raksha Bandhan - Origin of this festival and real story behind it.



RAKSHA BANDHAN - ORIGIN OF THIS FESTIVAL AND REAL STORY BEHIND IT.







    Celebrating the traditional festival of  Raksha Bandhan in India is around 6000 years old. According to the origin of this festival, it came into existence around 6000years back when Aryans came to the land of Indus Valley, after the disaster of the Indus valley civilization. But the main celebration of this festival started after the period of Atharva Veda.The traditional festival of Raksha Bandhan, in which the sisters tie Rakhi on the hand of their brothers is accepted as a symbol of respect and love between brothers and sisters where brother promises their sisters to protect them from any obstacles and situations.But the point is why we celebrate Raksha Bandhan? What is the real story behind this festival?

According to the Hindu religion, some of the mythological pieces of evidence show the real reasons behind celebrating this festival. Here, is not a single story which depicts the main reason behind the celebration of this festival but there is more than one story to be believed as a reason behind the celebration of Raksha Bandhan.

THE STORY OF GODDESS LAKSHMI AND THE KING BALI

The King Mahabali who was actually a demon but a great devotee of the God Vishnu.
Lord Vishnu who was very much impressed and touched after watching the devotion of King Bali toward him, decided to leave his original home Vaikuntha and decided to live with  Bali so that he can always protect the kingdom of Bali and live with their devotee.but the wife of Lord Vishnu, Goddess Lakshmi was very sad because of this decision of her husband as she did not want to spend her life without her husband so she decided to do something to get her husband back to Vaikuntha.
Goddess Lakshmi went to the kingdom of King Bali as a refugee Brahman woman and took her permission to live in his kingdom for some days as a refugee and the king accepted her request. On the day of Shravan Purnima, she tied a sacred thread or a rakhi on the wrist of king Bali and then revealed her real identity. The king felt very much touched and emotional when she said to accept him as her brother and said to him to request her husband Lord Vishnu to come back Vaikuntha with her as she never imagines her life without him.  
King Bali who was very much affected to see the love of her sister toward her husband so he requested Lord Vishnu to return back to Vaikuntha with Goddess Lakshmi. It is believed that from that day every year on the day of Shravan Purnima, brothers invite their sisters to come and tie Rakhi or a sacred thread on their hand and in return, they promise their sister to protect her in every situation.


THE STORY OF LORD KRISHNA AND DRAUPADI

Once to protect the Good over evil, Lord Krishna killed the evil King Shishupal. In the war between the evil King Shishupal and  Lord Krishna, The Lord was hurt and his wrist was injured due to which the blood flowing out from his wrist when Draupadi saw that, she worried and torn a strip of cloth from her sari and tied around the wrist to stop the bleeding. 
Lord Krishna felt very much touched and affectionate to see the concern of Draupadi toward him.He promised Draupadi to return back this debt when she needed in future. During the game of gambling between Pandavas and Kauravas. When Pandavas lost Draupadi in the game of dice, and Karavas were removing her sari during that time Lord Krishna helped her by elongating her sari so that they couldn't remove that. This way Krishna protected her as a brother. People have a belief that like Krishna every brother protect their sister in every situation.

STORY BEHIND TIE RAKHI TO NEPHEW

Once when Lord Ganesha celebrating Rakhi with her sister his son Shubh and Labh also requesting and insisting him that they also want a sister who ties Rakhi on their wrist that time Lord Ganesha's sister tied Rakhi on the wrist of Shubh and Labh so from that time the brother's sister also ties rakhi to their nephews. Besides this, Santoshi maa as a sister of Shubh and Labh tied Rakhi on their wrist. 





There are two another most significant stories behind celebrating Raksha Bandhan but both of those stories are not mythological and belongs to normal humans.

ALEXANDER THE GREAT AND KING PURU

Another oldest reference of the festival of Raksha Bandhan belong to 300 BC. During the time of war between the great king Alexander and the King Puru. The wife of Alexander was very much concerned regarding the life of her husband. Once when Alexander's wife came to know about the festival of Raksha Bandhan she approached to King Puru and tied Rakhi to him, in return Puru promised her as her brother to not to kill her brother in the war. During the time of war when once Alexander was injured badly in the war and Puru had an opportunity to kill Alexander, he didn't kill him because he promised his wife as his sister to not kill her husband.This symbolizes the significance of Rakhi and this festival.

RANI KARNAVATI AND EMPEROR HUMAYUN

Another most significant story held during the medieval period. Rani Karnavati, the queen of Chittoor who was the widow of Chittoor's king when once was in a trouble because of the Emperor of Gujarat Bahadur Shah who wanted to capture the kingdom of Chittoor, Rani Karnavati who believed Humayun as her brother. She sent him a Rakhi and a letter in which she requested her to protect her kingdom from the invaders. When Humayun came to know about this, he immediately marched toward Chittoor to protect her sister who was in trouble. This another historical real incident story symbolize the importance of Rakhi.



 

Sunday, 30 July 2017

Theemithi...People have to Walk on fire in this festival of India.


THEEMITHI - WALKING ON FIRE

People have to walk on fire in this festival





Theemithi which is also known as the walking on fire is mainly originated in Tamil Nadu and then after it spread in Sri Lanka, Singapore, Malesia, Mauritius, Reunion, South Africa and other countries. This festival is mainly celebrated in the month of Aippasi of the Tamil calendar that means the first Monday which falls around July and August. The Fire walking ceremony commences in the honour of the goddess Draupadi who is the main female person of the epic Mahabharata. She is also considered as the incarnation of Goddess Mariamman. It has a belief of the people that Draupadi also walked over the fire in South Indian ritual like goddess Mariamman of SRI MARIAMMAN TEMPLE. This is also considered as one of the reasons why Draupadi is believed to the incarnation of goddess Mariamman.

In this festival, a flag hosted at Sri Mariamman temple, the flag in which there is a picture of Hindu God Hanuman printed on it and from that day to after two days of Theemithi festival, the Tamil version of Mahabharata recited every night. This entire celebration of Theemithi festival takes place at Sri Mariamman temple. The local people of this region starts the preparation of this festival before two-and-a- half month.

There is another very significant thing in this festival - Aravan Puja. 
This puja is mainly conducted in the days which held for the month of September and October. According to Tamil people, this puja is held in the month of 'Purattasi'.This Aravan Puja or the prayer of Aravan is devoted to the son of Arjuna. The son of Arjuna "Aravan" sacrificed his life to Goddess Kali for the victory of Pandavas in the war of Mahabharata. 

In this festival, the people mainly walk on the fire to pray to goddess Draupadi to fulfilled their wishes and desire.There is another belief of the people regarding walking on the coal of fire is their dedicated toward Lord Amman. People have a belief that if they come out safely from the fire, it means that Lord Amman showering blessing on them and if they not safely come out of the fire, it means Lord Amman is not happy with them.

THE GREAT  STORY BEHIND WALKING ON FIRE.

The two belief on walking on fire is inter-connected with each other.The first belief is by walking on fire, one can purify themselves, this has also been written in the ancient Hindu scriptures. The other story of goddess Draupadi. During the war of Mahabharat, to ensure the victory of Pandavas, Queen Draupadi walked on the firing coals to pray to God for the victory of Pandavas in the war of Mahabharata. So from that time, people have the belief that if they walk on the ignited coals, then Goddess Draupadi will fulfil all their desires. 


Tuesday, 25 July 2017

The actual meaning and essence of Namaste or Namaskar.

THE ESSENCE & MEANING OF NAMASTE 






MEANING OF NAMASTE:-

Namaste or Namaskaram is a word which is derived from the Sanskrit language. "Namah" means 'to bow' and "te" means 'to you'.Thus, namaste means bowing to you. It is a humble form of salutation especially in Indian subcontinent mainly in India, Nepal and Bangladesh like countries. Pressing both the hands together like palms and fingers of both the hand touch in front of your chest. According to Vedas and Upanishad, this form of gesture or Mudra is known as ANJALI MUDRA or PRANAMASANA. This Mudra denotes the greeting of one's soul to another soul. The spiritual importance of namaste is to recall one to another person that the soul in you which is the part of God is like the soul in me which is also the part of God, so I bowing and respect you who have the part of God.
                    My spirit or inner respecting your inner being.I respect the place in you where
the whole universe live.I respect the brightness, honesty, allurement, kindness
and calmness within you.Because it is also present in me.
In sharing these things we are integrated, we are similar and one.

This kind of gesture is also a part of 16 "upacharas " which is used inside temples or any place of worship. This kind of gesture expresses the feeling of kindness, calmness and brightness.

ORIGIN OF NAMASTE:-

The origin of this word "namaste" can be found in the ancient Hindu scriptures mainly in the TAITTRIYA UPANISHAD as in the form of "Atithi Devo Bhava" which means' the guest is God'.

Taittriya Upanishad - It is an Upanishad which is basically in Sanskrit or Vedic text. It contains three chapters of Yajurveda.1. Shiksha Valli which is the section of instruction. 2.Brahmanada Valli which is a section of Bhrama-bliss. 3. Bhrigu- Valli which is the section of Bhrigu.

SIGNIFICANT ROLE OF NAMASTE IN BUDDHISM:-

According to Buddhism, The gesture of joining hands and bowing help a person to cure of the negative attachment of ego and arrogance and bind one person to Samsara which means the cycle of birth, death and rebirth which to this material world and make their nature toward this world polite.
but non-Buddhist take it in a form of sign of respect rather than in a devotional form.